Verse One

So I'm tryna find my soul but i think he's getting old
Maybe he crawled away to die
Maybe he was just bored
I mean I never really listened anyway and when he wanted to do something I would always hesitate
Like I'm too drunk off that henny mate, FADED
he told me he was leaving on vacation so I stayed wasted and waited in a vacant state of mind
he never even rung to say he made it safely
and he's supposed to be my best friend and help me when I'm frustrated
Now I'm just jaded and the trust wasted
taken me a week to even notice now Im too weak to even show it
Not weak enough to roll it
Ignored how I was feeling inside
And now?
I'm souless

(hook)
"Scratching"
This is my heart,mind body and soul X4


Tryna find my mind I lost it under a rock
it got social welfare never had a job
I heard he thinks I'm a slob and would rather rot than come home to me
Was never even a option
and he's not replying back to my texts like he has a new girlfriend or something wait untill she's an ex than me and him will connect again
tryna write a rap but the words escape me
was it the time I gave him too much nos and he started suffocating
maybe Oh say it aint so
I miss the muscle in my head that gave me control
so I've been tryna find it
eyes spying islands
making sure I'm checking high
But he aint even on the sand lying it's high tide
Or walking through the crowd wearing ray bans and a tie die showl
if I ever knew that too many rude nights on the loose
would have made Him blow I fuse i would have grown
I stress never would have I guess he would elope
But he's out there
Hiding away with my soul




(hook)
"Scratching"
This is my heart,mind body and soul X4

Verse three

Tryna find my heart to give it too my art
But I got humbugged cause he went and stole a march
packed his things and gapped in the dark with a girl
I had a half a fling with Cause i made her laugh
The note he wrote said I was too pessimistic hah!
But I'm still on the list to get a christmas card
guess this is the hard part in the dark room
tryna find a new spark
ripped it out like a cartoon
replaced it with a few parts
that were faulty
Now I'm broken and broke with no hope just bones skin and a throat moping, how will I cope?
I don't know?
"scratching" (Heart body and soul)

Tryna find my dick I just got to look down man
he stands up for me when I'm fooling around and
He's hard as fuck when cun't mess with him proud sam
But all y other mates don't agree with the places he hangs out in
My mind hates how he always takes over
And when I'm on a date he never stays sober
somber if I don't take her home to bone her
calls himself charlse dickens, but shit, he's as dumb as homer
Drunk as fuck begging me to call her
Promises me the craziest night of my life but rolls over
in a coma
but he dont mess around if he let me down after and hours rest
hes stressing out-stretching wow
But wether I'm high or putting myself through mental suffering i know its true he really looks upto me



(hook)
"Scratching"
This is my heart,mind body and soul X4

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