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Verse 1
This the realest shit I ever wrote
twenty-one years old still picking my nose
At the bus stop must stop flicking my woes away
with cigarette ash
Sitting at home regretting an act
mumma's back blacked out gives me a wack
Back of the head, But what you give, You get back
SMACK!
Rather be dead then this shit
So I grab the smashed glass to give my wrists a slit like a dipshit
"Tell me you aint drinking"
I knew for sure didn't have to guess it's a stressed jest
"you want help with that?"
Let her carve her love marks into my arm
Sucked up into the destruction tryna remain calm
She got a black eye, they didn't see up past my palms
There judgmental glances affecting my mental so I picked up my pencil searching for answers
fuck a school test I aint gonna pass it
But never ever will I pass out in front of my kids
tell em I love em but guzzle another bottle instead
Proving it, Lucifers grip.
(Neeko)
It Is In our blood
It Is In our blood
Were survivors! Yeah!
Verse Two
She's everything I wanted the type of chick thats got it
But she don't need to flaunt it, for her, the gauntlet I would walk it
Just to stare straight into her eyes
And when she stares into mine she see's through my disguise
Who could ever hide from such beauty I'm alive just to strive to be hers lay awake late at night
Whispering secrets
Playing stakes that are way to high but she had the ace hidden by her thigh
pulled it on me when I thought she was mine the whole time
Left me for a kid with too much wax in her hair
as simple as it is I got caught by cupid
But got forced into lucifers grip
(Neeko)
It Is In our Blood
It Is In our Blood
Were survivors, Yeah!
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(Moon Lyon-Hook)
If there was no gravity, How could I fall for you x3
Verse one
First started as a game, Playing sparked a flame, flame turned to fire and the fire left a stain on our hearts like marks of the past moving fast through life like I'm tryna find you as a part of this rogain
I hope you have a head lamp, cause my soul caved, the minute you said Sam in that bold way
As I finished your nails drew pictures in my back of our friendship and our gain
thinking if I had you lying by my side nothing would ever be the same
time would subside leaving me and you combined, entertwined in a lovers sweet embrace of the sense, smell, and the taste feeling of lace
now it's getting late on our fate
And our love slowly fades into black
Out of everything we made try to find the words to explain that
Our loves taken away like a picture without the frame...man
(Moon Lyon-Hook)
If there was no gravity, How could I fall for you x3
(Keenan-banjo solo)
Theres a spot on the wall where i got nothing at all
If i hung our photo up, would it fall?
Why frame our relationship like me and you caged I hate that shit
its basic where two individuals made like mannequins
But we exchanged experiences and your sense left a hefty sense of panic and
risidual resentment, Is it cause I can't get them?
I had options do I regret them?
I just wanted to lift you up, But the weight of the world on my shoulders shut out all hope for us
each special moment turned into an omnibus
You got a payrise, I got a paycut
You got promoted given a car as big as a truck shucks, I'm stuck, either walking or on the bus
Used to be the lubricants to your joints
now I'm the rust
Corrosive
so I upped the dosage from lust and said suppose this is love....
(hook)
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Der deant ( Skit )
01:14
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Verse One
man my
My head spins from my sleep cycle
I'm dead thin wondering what in the hell will I do?
I can't think
you ever been so weak your barely calm your tense
Did I mention your soul seeps
I'm the mariana trench yeah
(jason)" and say what you say"
So deep, I can't pay rent, facial hairs grown so thick I don't think
(jason) "nothing can stop us, where making a change"
no one noticed, I'm all mass so dense
I aint taking notice, My brain dead was when I wrote this
Guess this is it's last will and testament
before i dissapear like hocus pocus
passing out, its passed left like toke this
I don't wanna but I'm broke, shit
So I guess I better get my fix
before my heart rusts
My spark plug got me up in this junk yard cuz
So got the wits I
(hook)
Went away
to get back
to what we were doing yesterday
"its true its true"
Went away
to get back
to what we were doing yesterday
What to do "I don't know"
What to do "I'm not sure"
Were drinking were sleeping we do it again "cause uhm
What to do "I don't know"
What to do "I'm not sure"
"Do what you do!"
"cause everybody wants to be a"
RENEGADE!
(verse two)
They think they know it they don't realize
When I see all your real lies
Through my real eyes
I got to open up this door as if it's locked theres many more
so why would I bother when I'm waiting whats in store?
It don't matter to you like it don't matter to me unless its actually happening
I got too catch it I'm falling over only cause of gravity
So please...
You could be as rapid on the beat as you want
But when I be doing this I grab at deafeat and I will learn from my lessons
Get better as I know
I be making that mad flow
And I'm getting this progression
And its easy to see
"nothing can stop us, from making this change"
(hook)
Went away
to get back
to what we were doing yesterday
"its true its true"
Went away
to get back
to what we were doing yesterday
What to do "I don't know"
What to do "I'm not sure"
Were drinking were sleeping we do it again "cause uhm
What to do "I don't know"
What to do "I'm not sure"
"Do what you do!"
"cause everybody wants to be a"
RENEGADE!
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Verse One
So I'm tryna find my soul but i think he's getting old
Maybe he crawled away to die
Maybe he was just bored
I mean I never really listened anyway and when he wanted to do something I would always hesitate
Like I'm too drunk off that henny mate, FADED
he told me he was leaving on vacation so I stayed wasted and waited in a vacant state of mind
he never even rung to say he made it safely
and he's supposed to be my best friend and help me when I'm frustrated
Now I'm just jaded and the trust wasted
taken me a week to even notice now Im too weak to even show it
Not weak enough to roll it
Ignored how I was feeling inside
And now?
I'm souless
(hook)
"Scratching"
This is my heart,mind body and soul X4
Tryna find my mind I lost it under a rock
it got social welfare never had a job
I heard he thinks I'm a slob and would rather rot than come home to me
Was never even a option
and he's not replying back to my texts like he has a new girlfriend or something wait untill she's an ex than me and him will connect again
tryna write a rap but the words escape me
was it the time I gave him too much nos and he started suffocating
maybe Oh say it aint so
I miss the muscle in my head that gave me control
so I've been tryna find it
eyes spying islands
making sure I'm checking high
But he aint even on the sand lying it's high tide
Or walking through the crowd wearing ray bans and a tie die showl
if I ever knew that too many rude nights on the loose
would have made Him blow I fuse i would have grown
I stress never would have I guess he would elope
But he's out there
Hiding away with my soul
(hook)
"Scratching"
This is my heart,mind body and soul X4
Verse three
Tryna find my heart to give it too my art
But I got humbugged cause he went and stole a march
packed his things and gapped in the dark with a girl
I had a half a fling with Cause i made her laugh
The note he wrote said I was too pessimistic hah!
But I'm still on the list to get a christmas card
guess this is the hard part in the dark room
tryna find a new spark
ripped it out like a cartoon
replaced it with a few parts
that were faulty
Now I'm broken and broke with no hope just bones skin and a throat moping, how will I cope?
I don't know?
"scratching" (Heart body and soul)
Tryna find my dick I just got to look down man
he stands up for me when I'm fooling around and
He's hard as fuck when cun't mess with him proud sam
But all y other mates don't agree with the places he hangs out in
My mind hates how he always takes over
And when I'm on a date he never stays sober
somber if I don't take her home to bone her
calls himself charlse dickens, but shit, he's as dumb as homer
Drunk as fuck begging me to call her
Promises me the craziest night of my life but rolls over
in a coma
but he dont mess around if he let me down after and hours rest
hes stressing out-stretching wow
But wether I'm high or putting myself through mental suffering i know its true he really looks upto me
(hook)
"Scratching"
This is my heart,mind body and soul X4
fade out
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(hook)
I love the way she taste
I love the way she bakes
takes away my heart aches
I said
(Ophelia) Jane
You and I are blazing
I wanna fly away
But I can't take you on that plane babe
Verse one
Were on that green grass under a vanilla sky
Your my lucky charm but your a train wreck I never wondered why
Your full of life
but you got your darkside like annakin
Skywalker when your not around I'm panicking
Yes I'm awkward
cause you know your my green crack
When I flow I hope you know I really mean that
Where all alone up in the zone as thoughts retract
so nervous aorund you gotta watch the way we act
and when i try to
Days turn to weeks weeks sink into months and sure enough I relapse
Untill I put that ak47 straight to my head hit it, Lean back
Im a feign for you but you never ever leave tracks
Sure enough your beauty encourages some mean raps
I said
(hook)
(Ophelia) Mary
I love the way she taste
I love the way she bakes
takes away my heart aches
I said
(Ophelia) Jane
You and I are blazing
I wanna fly away
But I can't take you on that plane babe
x2
verse two
My mumma always told me
she's not the type of girl that
you wanna bring home even if it's getting lonely
Condoning
rolling with those hoes when there clones, will have me rolling over in my grave when I'm gone
So I had to explain mum Im marrying jane
She aint as scary as she appears when I say
she helps me too be creative
one of thems covered in crystals others in the paper
She has the most flavoursome kiss
And if this is an evil twist and these deceitful twins
begin to ressist i gotta ask myself what if
Mumma was wrong and on the bong is right where I belong I'll probably sit and write a song and start singing
(hook)
I love the way she taste
I love the way she bakes
takes away my heart aches
I said
(Ophelia) Jane
You and I are blazing
I wanna fly away
But I can't take you on that plane babe
X2
Bridge
She lights for me my light and so I want more
delight from her tonight willing to fight for
Mary jane putting me up higher than a flag pole
Cause shes the type of angel I ask for
Verse three
I'm the quiet fellow with the wife thats a white widow
Used to take me to heights, went on flights with that b-52
Flew among the endless sky's I enjoyed the view
If it wasn't for you my first lady I never would have seen the
Fruit of the gods, Aurora borealus
Even if we fight, your my snow white, Your behind the thought
that borned that "damage"
High of spiked white russians, Buy that alaskan ice
Contemplate the big bang under that northern lights
I said
(hook)
I love the way she taste
I love the way she bakes
takes away my heart aches
I said
(Ophelia) Jane
You and I are blazing
I wanna fly away
But I can't take you on that plane babe
(Fade out bridge)
They say that you get around girl I don't mind
Cause when were hanging out your getting me high
I can tell who else you been with I see it in there eyes
But I don't really mind cause you mind tonight
They say that you get around girl I don't mind
Cause when were hanging out your getting me high
I can tell who else you been with I see it in there smiles
But I don't really mind cause you mind tonight
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Der Dunt ( Skit )
01:14
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8. |
Sitting In My Shack
02:59
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2numb ( Feat. Neeko )
03:05
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I thought about it if I'm all without
Wires shorting out its four in the morning I'm bored as hell
figure i'll just go walk around untill my thoughts aint clouded
I bought to the fourth the doubt like
tryna sort it out all sorts of coward
Awkward as hell
Should of just aborted myself like
chill to the core but more poor than I pour in a hour
the light of the mourn will devour the power
Dusk will bring the showers the
Flowers will tower up
im bound to be proud of the sound of the nouns I bust
when no ones around but the sound of the bus
in the town surrounded by nothing but
a kid with a crown and a touch on his lovers butt
did I have to much or just enough?
Neeko
Have you been having me on?
Life is this game i don't feel like playing at all
how do you stop me from being this way cause I'm feeling so low?
Have you been having me on?
Life is this game i don't feel like playing at all
how do you stop me from being this way cause I'm feeling so Numb
Verse two
Eyes red, and heavy
ready steady gotta get the ket in step with the rest whats next?
regret? inspecter wrecked the best bet is messed up no sex aint witty
Same city same shitty babe pretty on me no hitting
you ego cretan
You seem no get it
You me no happening
we no babbling
re-throw javelin
hope you snag again
In the background napping and catty from catching these badly
maniquered mannequins
abandoning plans I had with them, sam is a damaged man
Nnth wonder of babylon have I bombed?
or did I panic and they have me on?
like a man of action
no tacticion facts written in a mad rythum no sense asking him
Have you been having me on?
Life is this game i don't feel like playing at all
how do you stop me from being this way cause I'm feeling so Numb
Have you been having me on?
Life is this game i don't feel like playing at all
how do you stop me from being this way cause I'm feeling so Numb
Outro
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10. |
Personal Apocolypse
03:23
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There's a letter I wrote I hope you find it when I'm dead and gone with the most divine
broke but when I wrote this poem of mine in one moment of time i was stoned out my mind
thinking is this control is this fine
floating in space and not noticing mine
eyes open but mine aint really seeing
is this the reason its so dreamy
Acting like an actor cause i've been raised on the scene
Always stony but bold enough to move boulders and shift mountains
coming out swinging wondering what the outcome it
should I give it my all instead of doubting it?
So my last words come out and say
Who wants to live forever X3
Rather die trying yeah
Did I learn about that new world order
Did I hear about all the slaughter
Did I see all the forces that have us caught up
like puppets
I confess I dressed rugged and more than once thought fuck it
Im kicking the bucket
it only sucks if, I don't get the last laugh
die in a bath half cut wishing only for more lovers
Maybe my business will be made public
dont dare open the closets of the government cause youll see all there
Skeletons
Its scandolous death and demise
caused by there lies, so much you would think there planning
theres only one planet can we even abandon it?
And the damage is done
so as the sun sets
and I have my last breath
An old man with only half wits, born int othis life a bastard
did I find the answers
to questions we all asking?
before i leave my carcass and cark it
Is life a test? did I pass it?
who wants to live forever X3
Rather die trying
Who wants to give forever
Rather lie dying
Who wants to live forever
Rather die trying
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Sam Lush Melbourne, Australia
Sam Lush is a travelling Lyricist
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